Night Air -Teddy Geiger
Mean so Much
Why do you mean so much to me. Your nothing. You don’t know what I go through on a daily basis, but your always here. You don’t know my thought, your just there. You constantly control what I wear, where I go, when I can smile and how my day goes, because you’re always here but I don’t like you. I don’t approve of the way you make me feel. I feel ugly when you’re like this, so shrink, but that would mean to change me. I wish I never let you have so much control over my life. I could say goodbye weight. but does that mean that I care less or that I’m losing it? I don’t even know.
Make it on your own.
I couldn’t. The idea of being alone is enough to make me commit suicide. I never want to be alone, and to have no one would be a choice, and that choice, I would never choose to make. Sometimes you have to make yourself be in someones life, not because its what you want, but so that you will have them when you need them most. If you make a difference, good job, if you don’t… you did. Don’t ever be scared of not being good enough, cause you will be, you just have to establish for yourself what that means.
